Okay, so last night I was informed by my cousin that my grandmother died. What was worst was the fact that I wasn't told by my dad and I understand. But I had found out that she died on my birthday. It sucks, I cried and was fully hurt. I couldn't do anything and I didn't get to say good bye to her. So now I won't ever be happy every time my birth date comes up. Its hard, when you have no one you can get a hold of cause your phone won't work and no friends are near by that I can go to. So I was stuck alone in the middle of the night crying to myself in the bedroom. I miss her. She was always a fun grandmother too. And now I have to break the news to my sister and she probably won't take it easy either.